31st August… 07.00 a.m.
Today, Dr. Abarai looked was so upset. Since this morning, when I just arrived. He wanted to talk to me nothing. He just kept silent and pouted.
“What happened, Doctor??” I tried to ask him.
He just silent and said, “not your business.”
Really, I didn’t comfort with this situation.
When I wanted to talk with him about job, He always told me that He was very busy. When I asked him to have lunch together, He refused, when I offered him a ‘bentou’, He just said, “Put it there.”
He kept silent until my time to home was so closed.
“Doctor, try to speak to me,”
He kept writing.
I walked approached him, “Forgive me Doctor, if I had mistakes towards you,”
Once again, He kept silent. I tried ‘my way’.
I stood up behind him, and hug him, “I’m really sorry if I had mistakes. But I don’t know my mistakes. Would you please tell me, doctor??”
Again, He kept silent. But, I tried to not release my hug to him. I was in despair. But, no longer minutes later, He was replied my hug.
“Did you forget my birthday today??”
God! No… why I’m so careless at his birthday??
“What?! I’m really sorry that I didn’t know that. Oh, god, I must be prepared something!” I became so panic at the time.
“Ssshhh…… Izumi…” He calmed my self by holding my waist.
“I’m so sorry Doctor. Why I’m so careless,” I almost crying.
“It’s okay, never mind…” He still hugged me. I just could be silent and looked into his eyes.
“How about like this. Everyone may be a spoiled person on his birth date. How’s about that?? I’m really sorry that I cannot give anything in your special day,” I began to sobbing.
“Really??” He looked so happy with the brightly eyes.
Oh, Doctor, you look like a puppy who asked to be adopted. You made my heart melted…
“Yes, I promise.” I tried to make him sure.
“But, this day almost end. Look… it’s has been 11.00 p.m. we cannot go anywhere,” looked rather sad and depressed.
“You can ask it tomorrow,” I smiled and caressed his shoulder. He leaned on my shoulder and arm.
“I want it now,” He began to talked like a 3 years old kid.
“Maybe, I can fulfill it if that’s a small thing,”
He rose, and sits on the sofa in his room. “Come here,” He clapped the sofa. I sat on it. My heart was beating uneasy.
What will He do toward me??
Suddenly, He fell asleep on my lap.
Doctor, you’re tired huh?? Get sleep. You had a rough day.
He was so cute when He was sleeping. It seemed, I couldn’t home tonight…
Then, I was home at the next night. I got pissed from Tatsuki-chan, Dr. Abarai too.
I’m sorry, Doctor…
