Today is Toushirou’s operation day.
“I’m ready Doctor,” I prepare all the equipments for the operations.
“Now, you’d better stand still outside there,” Dr. Abarai commands me to wait.
“No, Doctor. I’m your assistant. I should be in this operation accompany you,”
“You cannot,”
“But,”
“Follow my orders, or you’ll never see me again,”
Its looked, He was angry.
Then, I waited him out of his door. I envy them. The nurses who accompany their Doctor, their superior. Nemu-san, from bones specialist, Kira-kun, the officer from ‘Blood Donor’. I’m the only one in the outside.
“Ah! Aiharaaa-cchii??”
“Oh, Morning Inoue-san,”
“Why you were here?? Don’t your Doctor is in there??”
“Yes. But, He chased away me,”
“Umm?? Why??? That so mean…”
“I don’t know,”
“Ah, there must be a reason for it. Daijoubu,” she clapped my shoulder.
“How, if I accompany you here? Awaits your Doctor until He came out,” then, we talked each other. One hour the operation was held.
“Aihara-cchi, Dr. Abarai is coming out,”
Then I returned my body to see him.
“Doctor!”
“Relax, the operation was success,” He released his gloves from his hands.
I felt very happy and roomy.
Hhh… I guest Toushirou will be alright.
“Come on! Get in. check his blood pressure and temperatures. Then, report it to me,”
Today, I felt Dr. Abarai was so strange. I…
“Aihara,”
“Yes, Doctor, are you calling?”
“Give me the report,”
So, I gave it. He stood beside me. Our distance… was so close and nothing between us…
“I’m really sorry that I cannot allowed you to came into that operation’s room,”
“Daijoubu,”
Actually, I felt hurt caused of that.
“I knew, you’re very scare with a large amount of blood, aren’t you?”
“Ah, where did you know that, Doctor?”
“I knew it. Don’t underestimate my network,”
Then, I saw him glanced at me, and smile. That was the first smiled I’ve ever seen. Its looks like He teased me…
“Your job from now on, only gave me the report. Don’t force your self to enter the operation room if you’re really afraid of blood,” His face became so fiery red.
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Next week, I’m so missed. Tou-cchi has been allowed to leave the hospital…
“Next time, I’ll invite you to the karate competition,” He said it before He entered the car to home.
I couldn’t stop to crying alone in Toushirou’s room.
“Toushi… hiks… hiks… you’ve been my sweet little brother… why did you left me? Huhuhuhu… hiks…hiks…”
“Are you so missed him so much??” Suddenly, Dr. Abarai was behind me.
“Ah, Doctor. Forget it. You’ve never felt how painfully I am,” I’m still crying…
I felt, He approached me.
“I’ve ever felt the pain that you feel now.”
“What?”
Before He told me, He gave me a tissue. For wipe out my tears, “until this moment come to me, I never seen my mother’s face,”
“Why you haven’t??”
“She was died when she was born me. That what father said to me,”
I saw him. He was trying to smile and, He held up his tears.
“So do I…”
“Hah??”
“The difference is, my mother was dead when I was in high school,”
I’m trying to smiled too. Entertained him.
“Your father?”
“He’s alright. Thank god, until this moment up, He’s still breathing. Maybe, I’m his second wife…” I laughed.
“But, sooner or later, you’ll be someone’s wife,”
“Up to my father decisions,”
He just silenced.
“Okay! Let’s go back to our job!!”
